Posted on Friday, November 16, 2012 in Uncategorized
This week I was asked several times about turning fifty.
I was asked by twenty-somethings who now realized that I was twice as old as them. The gap that seemed more about experience than age now felt a little different.
I was asked by thirty-somethings who wondered aloud how old fifty seemed, but asked silently, “What will I be like when I’m fifty?”
Twenty was the year I was going to school full-time, and working full-time, but I was spinning my wheels. When I turned twenty I had yet to make some healthy changes in my life, and the future didn’t look bright.
Posted on Monday, November 12, 2012 in Uncategorized
This weekend with a flurry of activity, a wonderful conversation-filled open house, and, as my friend Julia remarked, “the social media Birthday bandwagon”, I turned fifty.
Then, yesterday I became godfather to cute little Anika.
It was a busy, but great weekend.
Today, I’m fifty years and two days old.
The celebrations are over, now what am I going to do with the rest of my days?
Even as I typed that I have tears in my eyes.
Posted on Sunday, November 11, 2012 in Uncategorized
I turned 50 today.
Before this year I never though much about fifty.
As I look back, look within, and look forward I feel grateful.
– Grateful for all those who carried me in the past
– Grateful for all those who support me, encourage me and follow my example.
– Grateful for all the great role models who travel ahead of me.
God reminds us, “In the same way, younger people should be willing to be under older people. And all of you should be very humble with each other. ‘God is against the proud, but he gives grace to the humble.’ ” [1 Peter 5:5, NCV]
Posted on Friday, November 9, 2012 in Uncategorized
I’m turning 50 this week.
I’m not yet fifty — it’s just one day away — but I thought I’d lead you through my journey, and maybe you’ll learn a thing or two that will help you on your journey.
Alone, But Not
You know how it is when you feel less alone when someone else can understand your pain?
There are days when I live like a practical atheist.
Not that I don’t care about God, but that I don’t even think about God.
Posted on Monday, November 5, 2012 in Uncategorized
I’m turning 50 this week.
I’m not yet fifty — it’s just five days away — but I thought I’d lead you through my journey, and maybe you’ll learn a thing or two that will help you on your journey.
When I was little my favorite color was green.
Not green, as in the color of money.
Green was the color of my Uncle Bill’s uniform (pictured on the left).
Green was the color of the hat I’m wearing in this picture.
Green was the color of my plastic soldiers.
Posted on Friday, November 2, 2012 in Uncategorized
I’m turning 50. I’ve thought about it all year.
I’ve interviewed dozens of people over fifty to talk with them about their lives. I’ve asked many questions, and sought many answers. Mostly I’ve listened. As I’ve listened I’ve heard some wonderful tales about remarkable people.
I’m not yet fifty — it’s just days away — but I thought I’d lead you through my journey, and maybe you’ll learn a thing or two that will help you on your journey.
I Wanna Be A Hero
Over and over again I daydreamed of being a hero.
Posted on Thursday, November 1, 2012 in Uncategorized
I’m ten days away from turning 50!
It seems almost surreal.
When I was in elementary school I fantasized about heroically saving a classmate.
When I was in junior high I fantasized about being the kind of guy who could get a great girlfriend.
When I was in high school I fantasized about having a perfect sexual relationship.
When I was dating Amy I fantasized about having a perfect marriage.
When we had our kids I fantasized about being a perfect parent.
I wanted it all.