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Forgive Me For Asking by Propaganda

Posted on Monday, October 27, 2014 in Uncategorized

51JN-GAHbTL._SL500_AA280_No one would accuse me of being a huge hip-hop fan. On the other hand, I admire people who can make me think.

Propaganda is one of those people.

After listening to his latest release “Crimson Cord” I returned to his previous called “Excellence.” They both are!

This link connects to an artful typography video of Forgive Me For Asking. Listen up. Think deep.

Ask with me, “How do I settle for ignorance?”

Forgive Me For Asking

Question: this is embarrassing
You ever been scared you had no idea what you were talking about?
Yeah, me too
Honesty perplexed
I’ve lied and so have you

Like you never had questions?
Like you never had a moment when your inner dialogues
Were all of a sudden in third person like
“Are you really buying this?”
You’re lying

Like your eyes are 100% always satisfied by your spouse
And you don’t need accountability
Neither of which is biblical, by the way
Your eyes are never satisfied
Us, overgrown primates with egos

You quote the devil when you declare yourself okay!
You get it but you don’t get it
Like you’ve never planted your Chuck Taylors firmly in the sinking sand…
You’re lying

We for centuries sing hymns of grace
And this is why it’s amazing!
And if it’s not, you don’t understand…
Or you’re lying

Which is why your friends don’t believe you
There is just as much Jesus’ blood on your hand as there is His.
You sure you understand the cross?

Forgive me for asking

Muslims — excuse my boldness— but what if you’re lying, too?
Like you don’t ever have questions?
As if you’ve never wondered why Allah’s ears only hear directionally
And if you accidentally pointed slightly north easterly then you’ve blasphemed?

As if the thought has never crossed your mind
That the Jihad has interpreted the Quran correctly
And you are what we Christians would call ‘lukewarm’?
Which makes you much more like my “evanjellyfish churchianity” would allow me to admit
And you can call me on it; I’ll deny it, just don’t believe me
Because I’m lying

I strain at gnats, I focus on silliness
I act like God has joined a political party just like you
As if you’ve never thought
“What if I was paralyzed and I can’t make my pilgrimage to Mecca
Yet I follow the text better than my whole family? Is there enough mercy for me?”

Forgive me for asking

I know it’s wrong for me to front like I understand your theology
As well as I think I understand mine
But I know we can agree on this:
Something is deathly wrong with us
And you, smarty pants, don’t front

Like the little you know about our universe
You ready to draw conclusions about its origins?
Maybe we don’t know as much as we think we do…
Science still can’t explain yawning

Like you never took your world view to its furthest conclusions?
That if human behavior is just what protoplasm does at this temperature
Then there is no need for humanitarian effort
Because these atrocities weren’t wrong
It’s just the universe weeding out bad genes
Them is fingernail-on-chalkboard words, ain’t ’em?

You’re lying

Maybe I’m wrong, maybe you’re right
Maybe we’ll find out the day after the world ends
Yeah, I guess we’re all a little inconsistent
Maybe we can just show each other some grace

Forgive me for asking

You ever bury yourself in self-righteous guilt?
(Huh, me too.)
Are there fresh tally marks on the walls of your brain’s prison
(Mine, too)
Hoping that the count of good deeds outnumber the bad ones?
Are your miserable failures your badges of honor?
And when you count those tallies
And the day the good outnumber the bad
Pat yourself on the back:
You have joined the rest of humanity
You, too, are lying

Like you never thought
“Someone might catch me in my contradiction.”
Yeah, me too
You ever think to yourself
“I have no idea what I’m talking about”?
Yeah, me too

Forgive me for asking

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